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chapter one📜🍃

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source: pinterest September, 2024 it's always not easy to start again for the first time in ages, though she's all alone here. confused, lost, and full of uncertainties... maybe those are the perfect words to describe how she feels right now, and how to begin a long story telling which has been hidden for almost a decade. two years after graduated from uni, and she still unsure about her life, her career, let alone her future. " two years are not the short period. it's long enough to change your life. " " it's long enough to make everything settle in its own place. " that's what people said to her. the same people who will bluntly judge her without caring about how she feels. the same people who if knowing her situation simply didn't care about what she has been through. but time is relative. two years are too short for her. is it just an illusion? is she denial? or is it true? she doesn't know. all she know is... she doesn't want thi...

prologue🌙🕊️

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source:  tumblr September, 2024 she doesn't know what should this called be. a journey? a letter for herself? a story of her life? but one thing for sure, this is the first time she's writing again after years. there's a lot of moment that she has been through, what she did, and what she wanna do, that will be shared on here 'cause she doesn't know to who or to where she can share it in real life. there are many probabilities about will this page attract some readers or not, but to be honest, she doesn't have any mind of that. but if you in any moment get lost in this page, she wanna say apologize. because this probably just a bunch of unimportant non sense to you, but it's meaningful to her . it's part of her life which she could no longer keep it only in her mind. *sigh* god, she just wanna stay alive. it's almost a decade she lose herself. and she doesn't want to get lost much longer than this. so she tries to summon her old self. why? because...