prologue🌙🕊️

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September, 2024

she doesn't know what should this called be. a journey? a letter for herself? a story of her life?

but one thing for sure, this is the first time she's writing again after years. there's a lot of moment that she has been through, what she did, and what she wanna do, that will be shared on here 'cause she doesn't know to who or to where she can share it in real life.

there are many probabilities about will this page attract some readers or not, but to be honest, she doesn't have any mind of that. but if you in any moment get lost in this page, she wanna say apologize. because this probably just a bunch of unimportant non sense to you, but it's meaningful to her. it's part of her life which she could no longer keep it only in her mind.

*sigh* god, she just wanna stay alive.

it's almost a decade she lose herself. and she doesn't want to get lost much longer than this. so she tries to summon her old self. why? because she felt and she experienced it before. and writing was part of her efforts to stay sane. and she did it! she's saved. but who knew that she needs to face this again and again.

well, this is the least she can do. hope it helps her though.